Damn, its been awhile since I had the time or energy to even write. I love to write and it has become such an outlet to me, but even a blogger lets life take over and forgets to do what they love to do.
My life has gone through so many changes in the past several months, marriage? kids! love? and friends? but what Ive learned through my writers block , is that I realizet hat I cant make everybody happy, I have to find my happiness in this storm, and although people are on the outside looking in and believe if only I would follow my own advice or even better follow theirs maybe things might be different for me. Ive been running all my life. I decided to stop running. I am committed to seeing my decisions through and as much as I want to go home and curl up with Mommy, I can't I have to clean up my messess and be a big girl. A year ago, I would have never guessed my life would be so complicated and crowded, but shit it is. Leaving or quitting is alwways the easiest thing to do, but who is their for the ones that don't quit? Life is so much tougher than I ever imagined and I have a long road to travel and I often feel Im traveling it alone, but I know my friends and family love me and just want to see me come out shining again!
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